Kickstart

Well I was right.
STS.
Grrrrrrrrrrr.

Totally deserved but as I predicted I was still gutted about it. In the back of my mind I thought I may have just saved it over the weekend and edged a 0.5lb loss. But hey ho, I know its deserved so I cant really moan.

This week, I have decided to do something drastic. But I'm not going to tell anyone what it is until after next weigh in. Mostly because I know I would be told off (by who?). I know its probably wrong but its only for a week to kick start my losses which have been pitiful of late.

I have lost 18.5lb so far. My trousers are loose, and I am told by my husband theres less of me to hug (haha). But I'm not really feeling it. Whenever I happen to think about what I weigh, I always picture my starting weight. I imagine most people trying to lose weight feel like this, especially people who have been overweight for a long long time. Like myself.

So heres to a new week. Lets keep everything crossed for a decent loss to kickstart my loss, as at the moment it feels like I'm wading through mud.