New Day

Right.
Today is a new day. No more whinging and moaning (in this post at least..).

Everythings fine with hubby, we are carrying on trying for a baby (as taking a break was mentioned when we argued).

I feel much happier today and seem to have a mindset of it happens when it happens. How long this will last is anyones guess but for today-its working.

Diet wise... eek, I think I may have to perform a miracle this weekend to even STS on Monday. But as ever, I will keep on trucking. I know it works, I have the proof of this and I know I can do it. Its about getting back into the right headspace. I'll get there.

I had a zumba class last night, and I think it proved to me that exercise does make you happy. I had such a bad day yesterday (as you may have noticed), and I didnt really want to go to class. But I went anyway and I'm so glad I did.
Apart from anything else, its an hour break from the world. I get completely engrossed in the class and the more out of breath and sweaty I get the better! Who'd have thought I would ever say something like that. The body releases endorphins when you exercise and by the end of the class I definitely had a smile on my face.
Me and husband are playing badminton later tonight. I'm hoping it will help towards weigh in on Monday though I'm not sure if its too late in the week... It will be fun anyway, even if husband does beat me everytime.

I have to try and stay positive. Sometimes the pressure of these two things starts to get a bit much. But by trying to keep a positive attitude it really helps me to cope.